| 14 Jan 2024 |
 oinkingpork | Chinese students live for salvation from their teachers. This kind of suicidal behavior is what psychologists call the impulsiveness of adolescent suicide. | 14:46:07 |
| oinkingpork | You know, you can say to them, "Your suicidal tendencies only prove that your personality needs to be improved, not that Chinese education needs to change in the direction you say." Then one of their reasons for suicide will be frustrated, and the other will be strengthened. | 15:07:08 |
| 16 Jan 2024 |
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| 17 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | why are those words bad
they're accociated with punishment and fear in my mind
and human needs others' support for their opinion i guess
and we all tried. i guess we all regret that we tried actually. others told us it's necessary to improve character through those words or something. and we found that it is far from necessary later. but it is too late; that sense of shame sticks in our minds and others keep using that to push us or to advocate what they think of.
you can't help yourself stuck on those opinion. it's not to say that you don't want to leave. your willing is to leave. to leave now, no matter if it is for you able to leave later in your life or something. we choose not to care about that, and also it's not the truth. it's different to be scolded when you work for others and to be shamed when they say it's for your personal improvement. and we didn't choose that freely in the first place. it's a way to control yourself to not to be punished, isn't it. so, whatever. i'll say it's one's freedom to control what their ears hear.
it's pathetic, that we can't really rebel with our whole mind. but it's our willing to leave those words. and things are like that, so that's the only choice. we'll call that a freedom.
so the question becomes why they say words like that in the first place. so maybe they use that to constrain us, or otherwise they'll just use more straight-forward punishment. or they don't know it sucks. they thought it is like some painless thing.
and they didn't give us a choice to tell them that it sucks. like, why do you even say a word to them? you hate those teachers and you can't scold them or you'll be punished.
so you can only say some soft words. and there's still a chance that you'll be punished or spied on. and they'll say they're already indulging you. and you need to say soft words so you need to be humble to try to avoid being humbled more.
so what to do now. never never forget anything of these? and maybe your child or students will be shameless for their own choices? and i treat freedom as a belief. so i won't regret anything and will still believe in freedom. that is rebellious, but, like, something makes you feel bad, so you have a belief against it now.
like, if you want, you can make rebellion a strong reason, right?
like, only fully rational dudes aren't rebellious. but people still believe in other things. so will we, right? | 15:32:26 |
| oinkingpork | i dont believe you need a decade just to 'adapt the routine of work'. it's false in so many ways. like, it's way too long, you don't have a chance to say how you need to adapt that, theres a chance that you can adapt that by real work, and work is just so different from school. | 17:01:45 |
| oinkingpork | if all kids just suicide when being punished then no one will punish them | 19:12:09 |
| oinkingpork | How much do you have to hurt yourself physically to convince your parents not to push you? | 19:14:55 |
| oinkingpork | You are punished by school, why don't you drop out? Not only because of your parents, but also because you don't want to go directly to work. So they are taking advantage of your willingness to "more or less still want to study and don't want to go directly to work" to force you to learn more. | 19:19:43 |
| 18 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | There are times when you see a person reminding another person that something is the person's choice and freedom, and that he doesn't think that other people's criticism and concerns about that person are a valid reason to stop that person from doing that. This statement seems to make little sense, because he lacks power over that person, and cannot criticize and express concern about his choices when he cannot leave, then he can no longer affect that person's freedom. But this discourse actually makes sense, at least for me. It's not that I always want to change my perspective, I'm highly reflective but stubborn. It's just that even if a person's point of view does not change, his mood will be affected by the words of others. It's like a person who is sexually sometimes attracted to another person, sometimes has no feelings, sometimes feels disgusted, but he never agrees to have sex with that person. | 10:24:31 |
| oinkingpork | In some places, homeschooled children grow up to be less willing to communicate with others than others. I think the reason for this phenomenon is obvious. If a person does not have the traumatic experience of whose willings being repeatedly ignored or denied by the constrainers at an early age, there is not much reason to speak to others. I am a rebel who left those schools and now express myself by speaking. If things are really like the above, I'd rather not have anyone who can understand why I'm talking all the time. | 11:46:44 |
| oinkingpork | Teachers in China don't want some children to talk to their parents too much, because they are afraid that they will find out that their parents don't expect that much from them. | 15:45:49 |
| 19 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | First, cut off the teacher's foot, and from there peel its skin off, tearing at the skin like a plastic bag. | 06:05:09 |
| oinkingpork | Press the head against the table and smash the skin, bone, and tissue in chunks with a hammer. | 06:08:27 |
| oinkingpork | First, cut off the teacher's foot, and from there peel its skin off, tearing at the skin like a plastic bag.
Next, slice the teacher's arms and legs to bits with a machete, then gouge its eyes out.
Finally, stick its face onto a stake and drive the stake through the anus.
The headless body with a face on a stake, impaled through the anus.
This is the fate that awaited the teacher | 06:19:09 |
| oinkingpork | Next, peel its muscles off its body, and with them its heart, lungs, liver, and other organs. Then slice its tendons and bones, and finally tear out the brain, leaving nothing more than an empty sack of blood, guts, and skin. | 06:24:58 |
| oinkingpork | how to make a dish with teacher's flesh
The first thing to do is find the most tender cut of teacher, then slice the meat thin as a finger. Arrange on a platter and garnish with chopped green peppers, raw onion, and tomatoes. To make a red pepper dip, roast a pepper over a gas flame until the skin blisters. Remove the stem and peel off the skin, then dice and soak in lemon juice. Add mayonnaise, salt, and paprika, and stir well. To make the tomatoes and onion slices less acidic, soak in milk for half an hour before arranging them on the platter. You can add a sprig of parsley or some other garnish. | 06:31:13 |
| 21 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | https://medium.com/@porkifiableoinking/i-really-dont-know-how-to-explain-many-things-d7a0a2445e73
I guess there are two things this has to say. First, freedom of speech is inviolable. The second is that one should be able to control what one's ears hear, which should also be counted as a kind of freedom and inviolability. | 18:32:03 |
| 22 Jan 2024 |
 塗山 姝妍 葵(KwaiTushan) | This chat has gone way too far beyond Minecraft 💀💀 | 16:02:20 |
| 23 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | I don't like Chinese culture. In high school, the language teacher asked us to write a certain essay from memory, and the person who made a mistake had to copy that essay dozens of times. I made a mistake and then told my parents, "Can you call the teacher and ask me not to be punished." They said, the teacher is right to do that, if I don't want to write they can do it for me, but talking to the teacher about it will cause the other students to lose respect for the teacher. Teachers reprimand and shame us every day and give motivational speeches, which kind of makes me forget that my parents are the only ones who can really discipline me. I regret not simply disobeying and refusing all punishments and involving my parents in the matter. They are far more moral than the teachers, but my parents were trapped; they forgot that I was their child, they thought I was the teacher's child. We are trapped, the freedom-loving people of China, trapped by a culture that is made up of shame and that thinks freedom is meaningless. | 19:46:55 |
| 25 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | I think for quite a few people, you can not reprimand or punish him for his benefit at all. If he can't graduate, let him go to work. I guess most people don't do that, they just go to meet the bare minimum requirements, go to a low-level university, and go to work. At this time, if they feel that the job is not good enough, then they should pursue a better academic qualification again, and their original academic qualification should be partially used as credit. For a lot of kids, there's no real problem at all with that. It's the culture that's holding you back, and it's a bad culture. | 11:13:43 |
| oinkingpork | Humor is bound to die. Because the only source of humor is the rebellion of the child, and in a bright future, there is no child who is suppressed enough to produce a sense of humor. | 20:28:47 |
| 27 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | I'd rather not have food to eat rather than be punished and scolded shamed at school if I don't finish homework or skip classes. | 21:28:17 |
| 28 Jan 2024 |
| oinkingpork | I think a lot of people don't know anything about what's going on with their children. For example, there is a saying that "specific knowledge is not important, but learning ability is important". What I hope is that people should try to minimize the restraint and punishment of their children, but instead let them try to go to work and give them ample opportunities to continue learning. Because learning is all about finding a good job, doing so minimizes the unnatural consequences for your child. But some people don't understand this sentence that way. They interpret this phrase to mean that people should strengthen the discipline of students, because even seemingly meaningless rules and punishments are meaningful in the sense of cultivating habits and improving character. If they think that's what the phrase means, they should object to it. | 17:30:38 |
| oinkingpork | Also, the ability to learn can be additionally mastered as you learn what you need to learn. It is foolish to force a person to develop the ability to learn. | 18:43:54 |
| oinkingpork | What China's primary and secondary school students need is not all-round development, not the spirit of innovation, not the ability to learn independently, and not the cultivation of self-expression. They lack nothing but freedom. | 20:06:58 |
| 1 Feb 2024 |
| oinkingpork | If your family is financially acceptable, you can ask your parents to support you for a few more years so you don't have to study as hard and still end up with the same degree. But you have to make sure that your teachers or parents will be less harsh on you. | 14:15:42 |
| 3 Feb 2024 |
| oinkingpork | I spent a lot of time before I went to college to protect my freedom-loving psyche from the school and contemporary Chinese culture of shame. At that time, I often lay in bed in the middle of the night, crying for an hour or two, dealing with my psyche. I won't say I regret that I didn't spend more... time?—to deal with my psyche to allow me to do more things of what was perceived as short-sighted and ungrateful but in line with my heart's quest for freedom, such as accepting a month or two of reprimands from my parents and insisting on homeschooling. | 19:07:33 |
| 7 Feb 2024 |
| oinkingpork | to suicide is human right | 20:49:10 |
| 9 Feb 2024 |
| oinkingpork | Redacted or Malformed Event | 18:52:23 |
