| 22 Nov 2023 |
 pieplup | not like they would do anything anyway | 23:37:17 |
 straightouttacosmos | Oh okay | 23:37:18 |
| straightouttacosmos | Damn | 23:37:22 |
| pieplup | i'm too inmsane fr meds to help | 23:37:24 |
| straightouttacosmos | 😠| 23:37:32 |
| pieplup | 4 | 23:37:42 |
| pieplup | let's just say i make the joker look sane | 23:37:48 |
| straightouttacosmos | The joker actually was pretty sane when he was younger | 23:38:05 |
| straightouttacosmos | trauma did its thing ig | 23:38:11 |
| pieplup | tghat's not what happend | 23:38:17 |
| pieplup | he fell itno a chemical fat that turned him insane | 23:38:22 |
| pieplup | and also gave him the orange and whtie coloring | 23:38:30 |
| pieplup | GEREN ADN WHITE
adsFSa | 23:38:33 |
| pieplup | fas | 23:38:33 |
| pieplup | a | 23:38:34 |
| pieplup | sd | 23:38:34 |
| pieplup | af | 23:38:34 |
| pieplup | d | 23:38:35 |
| pieplup | flipper spasm sorry | 23:38:40 |
| straightouttacosmos | Well in the comics yes | 23:38:46 |
| straightouttacosmos | i like the movie tho haha | 23:38:51 |
| straightouttacosmos | semi realistic | 23:38:56 |
| 23 Nov 2023 |
 icantwritegood | im back again to vent. idk man i talked about this with my therapist and we managed to work out a solution that i can put into action which im grateful cause something useful came out of this mess but i really just need to vent. i brought up my long standing friendship with him and how like his abrupt absences and random disappearances in the middle of p deep conversations bothered me n some more blablabla about me not being sure if he still wants to remain friends n me being upset how he's such a recurring theme in my thoughts whereas im probably like a smallllllllll little thing to tick off his checklist of obligatory social interactions. and she said people my age are fickle. with both interpersonal relationships and responsibilities. and i kinda filled in the rest with her help. he's not thinking about me. so why should my daily routine be affected by someone who just doesn't really care. and it's not cause im lacking or anything. it just has nothing to do with me. i was never shoved out of the equation. i was never in it in the first place. and saying this makes me feel better but it's still kinda upsetting. but im slowly getting over it. and one day ill be able to just block him fully. cuz it's not as though we're talking much or like at all. better rip off that bandaid asap or I'll come to regret it | 00:18:07 |
| icantwritegood | tw like really long ramble | 00:18:14 |
| straightouttacosmos | Does anyone have breathing techniques for panick attacks they like? My usual ones arent working. Just gonna go to youtube for now | 00:27:14 |
| pieplup | already told youthe oen i liek | 00:27:30 |
| pieplup | box breathing | 00:27:31 |
| icantwritegood | when breathing in count to four, 1 2 3 4
when exhaling out count to four, 1 2 3 4 | 00:29:05 |
| icantwritegood | focus on that pattern n the numbers | 00:29:18 |
| straightouttacosmos | Thats the one that stopped working | 00:29:25 |
