| 19 Feb 2021 |
 Seven | yeah exactly | 03:48:00 |
| Seven | everyone (including jobs) will see you as some super child molester now | 03:48:12 |
 masmo | * the judge was reading off the charged and my dad asked what he was reading off of | 03:48:19 |
| masmo | the judge answered with "the papers i gave you" but my dad really wanted to know who said that things so he rephrased the question a few times | 03:49:05 |
| masmo | the judge acted kind of retarded | 03:49:38 |
| masmo | he yelled at my dad and when my mom tried to explain to my dad he yelled at her and said "let me take care of this" | 03:50:02 |
| masmo | i can't remember what he initially said to my dad. | 03:50:15 |
 FF777 | what a fag | 03:50:15 |
| masmo | that's what i also said when i left the court. | 03:50:30 |
| Seven | stupid judge | 03:50:51 |
| masmo | he was really stupid | 03:51:20 |
| masmo | and my mom blamed my dad for it... | 03:51:27 |
| masmo | my dad didn't even have to be there but they never told us both parents don't have to be present so we assumed they did | 03:51:59 |
| masmo | today was also my mom's birthday | 03:52:32 |
| FF777 | how old is she | 03:52:41 |
| masmo | 47 | 03:52:46 |
| FF777 | wow getting pretty old | 03:52:52 |
| masmo | yes | 03:52:59 |
| masmo | I feel bad for her... she's lived a really horrible life | 03:53:23 |
| masmo | this whole situation is bullshit. | 03:54:37 |
| FF777 | yes | 03:54:41 |
| masmo | my mom was talking about how she felt like she had lived 107 years rather than 47 | 03:55:29 |
| FF777 | lol that's what i feel like | 03:55:54 |
| masmo | me too. | 03:56:07 |
| FF777 | i have gone through a tremendous amount of suffering in this life.. i'm ready to just end this life soon.. | 03:56:49 |
| FF777 | i can't even think clearly any more because of my brain damage now.. and can't program any more.. | 03:57:24 |
| FF777 | and i already couldn't do so many things because of my ear damage before that.. | 03:57:35 |
| FF777 | i'm just kind of going to try to relax as much as i can for like an other year and play games, and then kill my self.. | 03:57:57 |
| masmo | I have no will to live but I also don't want to die | 03:59:14 |
| masmo | life has felt really fake recently.. i don't even know how to explain it | 04:02:37 |
