| 19 Feb 2021 |
 FF777 | wow | 04:21:37 |
 m asmo | I don't even remember most of my life from before I went on those meds now | 04:24:05 |
| FF777 | damn | 04:24:52 |
| m asmo | every day feels like it drags on forever | 04:27:02 |
| m asmo | until it's over then it feels like it never happened | 04:27:16 |
| FF777 | sad that your life blows this much at such an early age already.. | 04:27:34 |
| FF777 | my life didn't start blowing until i turned 30 | 04:27:40 |
| FF777 | but then it was like.........tons of blowing......long and hard.........to make up for all the fun i had had in my life up to that point.. | 04:28:18 |
| m asmo | I got a lot dumber over time as well.. I don't really even know how that happened | 04:33:10 |
| m asmo | I'm not necessarily dumb I'm just a lot less intelligent | 04:36:01 |
| FF777 | that's pretty homo if true | 04:36:49 |
| m asmo | I have a lower IQ than I used to | 04:38:55 |
 Seven | drugs fried your brain cells? | 04:39:10 |
| m asmo | i took one at 13 and got 124 but recently i got 102... maybe that didn't mean anything | 04:39:10 |
| m asmo | * i took one at 13 and got 124 but recently i got 102... maybe that doesn't mean anything | 04:39:22 |
| m asmo | yes | 04:39:25 |
| m asmo | 13 was when I was already on pharmaceuticals | 04:39:53 |
| m asmo | according to my parents I was very intelligent when I was young | 04:40:04 |
| m asmo | like being able to count money at 2. and reading at a college level in kindergarten | 04:40:18 |
| FF777 | wow | 04:40:29 |
| m asmo | it doesn't help that I went to a special ed school from when I was 10 until just this school year | 04:41:10 |
| m asmo | it was an hour and a half bus ride (sometimes a lot longer if a retard freaked out on the way to or from school) | 04:41:45 |
| m asmo | so I had a lot less motivation to learn anything new | 04:41:57 |
| m asmo | at that school you would always advance to the next grade no matter what until you got to the high school side | 04:42:46 |
| m asmo | I did pretty much nothing until highschool | 04:43:10 |
| m asmo | I also went to another special ed school from when I was 7 (i think) until I went to other one | 04:43:39 |
| m asmo | or 8 actually | 04:43:47 |
| FF777 | wow | 04:44:00 |
| m asmo | it's kind of like my brain stopped at 8 because of that | 04:44:22 |
| m asmo | I'm still advanced I guess.. the stuff at the school I go to now is still stuff I know how to do | 04:45:10 |
