| 29 Jul 2019 |
 Seven (phone alt) | mmmmmmmmmmmm suicidal dominance over you loser. | 19:08:50 |
 FF777m | okay i have internet, but it is slow....but they are supposed to come back later this afternoon and upgrade the speed or some thing.. | 20:43:33 |
| Seven (phone alt) | oh ok | 20:46:08 |
| FF777m | okay they upgraded the speed...sort of......the download is faster but upload is still very slow.. | 22:03:10 |
| FF777m | oh well, at least it is unlimited | 22:03:22 |
| FF777m | there are more niggers on the other side of the street...grrrrrrrrrr | 22:08:34 |
| FF777m | this whole country is a piece of shit.. | 22:08:44 |
 @cletusesbuttplug:matrix.org | bloopers | 22:13:09 |
| FF777m | i have to go get cigarettes and pop for my mom even though i'm still in pain.. | 23:36:24 |
| 30 Jul 2019 |
| FF777m | k i'm back.. | 01:32:12 |
| Seven (phone alt) | wb | 01:41:24 |
| FF777m | okay about 50 hours left until I can go buy suicide supplies.. | 01:44:52 |
| FF777m | okay i HATE to say this.......because I have to keep trying to convince my own mind that there really will be an end to this suffering........but i probably won't actually suicide just from tooth pain.........but i still fucking hate suffering from it every god damned day all fucking day.. | 02:51:30 |
| FF777m | and i really do wonder when the fuck this tooth pain will stop.. | 02:51:52 |
 @dell_employee:matrix.org | minecraft button | 02:58:43 |
 @anel_lena:matrix.org | click | 02:58:50 |
| @dell_employee:matrix.org | clonk | 02:58:54 |
| @dell_employee:matrix.org | you just activated my ANIMATED REDSTONE DRBEN | 02:59:18 |
| FF777m | why can't i react to stickers | 03:35:24 |
| @anel_lena:matrix.org | i can't react on mobile | 03:39:34 |
| @anel_lena:matrix.org | 
Download IMG_20190727_171407.jpg | 03:40:24 |
| @anel_lena:matrix.org | boris johnson in my butthole | 03:43:23 |
| FF777m | here is my hourly log for today:
2019-07-29
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23 pain | 05:44:32 |
| FF777m | my tooth is hurting so much that i can't even touch the right side of my head with out pain.....and the right side of my neck is hurting too.. | 05:45:25 |
| FF777m | About 48 hours left before I get suicide supplies if this 24-hour pain continues.. | 05:46:11 |
| FF777m | i can't fucking live like this.. | 05:46:20 |
| FF777m | im hitting my self again.....i can't fucking stand this any more.. | 05:46:55 |
| Seven (phone alt) | mcsuck | 05:47:46 |
| FF777m | i've been over-dosing on ibuprofen too, to varying degrees | 05:48:41 |
| FF777m | im not in a good mental state right now.. | 05:48:48 |
