| 29 Jul 2019 |
 @dell_employee:matrix.org | BAZONGAS | 14:13:03 |
 FF777m | okay in about 60 more hours from now i'll start looking for suicide supplies if this pain hasn't stopped at all by then.. | 16:07:41 |
 Daddy Noodle | FF777: u need stronger shit than ib profin | 16:14:44 |
| Daddy Noodle | take mums opioids pls | 16:15:00 |
| Daddy Noodle | that must help | 16:15:05 |
| Daddy Noodle | one pill cant kill you or perma fuck ur brain | 16:15:22 |
| FF777m | how long does that last though.. this tooth pain has really been going on for several weeks (even though it isn't always 24-hour pain like it has been lately).. | 16:46:50 |
| Daddy Noodle | pain killers work long | 16:47:29 |
| Daddy Noodle | see what meds ur mum has and tell me | 16:47:37 |
| Daddy Noodle | what they are | 16:47:40 |
| FF777m | okay internet guy is heading this way to install real internet...so i'm going to close every thing.....I don't want him seeing suicide forums and like guides that say "how to kill your self using hydrogen sulfide" | 17:59:01 |
 @anel_lena:matrix.org | leave them open to assert suicidal dominance | 18:36:37 |
 Seven (phone alt) | mmmmmmmmmmmm suicidal dominance over you loser. | 19:08:50 |
| FF777m | okay i have internet, but it is slow....but they are supposed to come back later this afternoon and upgrade the speed or some thing.. | 20:43:33 |
| Seven (phone alt) | oh ok | 20:46:08 |
| FF777m | okay they upgraded the speed...sort of......the download is faster but upload is still very slow.. | 22:03:10 |
| FF777m | oh well, at least it is unlimited | 22:03:22 |
| FF777m | there are more niggers on the other side of the street...grrrrrrrrrr | 22:08:34 |
| FF777m | this whole country is a piece of shit.. | 22:08:44 |
 @cletusesbuttplug:matrix.org | bloopers | 22:13:09 |
| FF777m | i have to go get cigarettes and pop for my mom even though i'm still in pain.. | 23:36:24 |
| 30 Jul 2019 |
| FF777m | k i'm back.. | 01:32:12 |
| Seven (phone alt) | wb | 01:41:24 |
| FF777m | okay about 50 hours left until I can go buy suicide supplies.. | 01:44:52 |
| FF777m | okay i HATE to say this.......because I have to keep trying to convince my own mind that there really will be an end to this suffering........but i probably won't actually suicide just from tooth pain.........but i still fucking hate suffering from it every god damned day all fucking day.. | 02:51:30 |
| FF777m | and i really do wonder when the fuck this tooth pain will stop.. | 02:51:52 |
| @dell_employee:matrix.org | minecraft button | 02:58:43 |
| @anel_lena:matrix.org | click | 02:58:50 |
| @dell_employee:matrix.org | clonk | 02:58:54 |
| @dell_employee:matrix.org | you just activated my ANIMATED REDSTONE DRBEN | 02:59:18 |
