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10 Sep 2023
@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneIf you could only keep quiet, clear of memories and expectations, you would be able to discern the beautiful pattern of events. Its your restlessness that causes chaos. Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj01:59:20
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxane"Either you remain forever hungry and thirsty, longing, searching, grabbing, holding. ever losing and sorrowing, or go out wholeheartedly in search of the state of timeless perfection to which nothing can be added, from which nothing can be taken away. In it, all desires and fears are absent, not because the were given up, but because they have lost their meaning." ~ Nisargdatta Maharaj.18:50:24
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxanehttps://selfdefinition.org/tantra/Vijnana-Bhairava-Tantra.pdf19:45:46
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneThere's nowhere to go, the goal is reached every moment, you go where you are, be free. You must understand that your starting point is your presence in the present, and this is the point of arrival. ~ Jean Klein20:28:49
22 Nov 2023
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneQuestion: Can I decide to be aware? Karl Renz: It’s not a decision. It’s simply an awakening, just like that which happens each morning in your bed. You cannot decide whether you wake or not. In the moment of awakening, it’s decided, spontaneously, naturally, without thought. You know it well: first … deep sleep, then … bang, into awareness! This is exactly how the entirety of existence comes about. Before it there is neither the idea, nor the desire, to wake. It simply happens, and from this awakening comes the big bang. It’s nobody’s decision. Nothing has ever been decided. Q: Doesn’t the ‘I’ decide where and when to direct its attention? K: This too is not decided. If anything, it is grace. If awareness becomes aware of itself it’s not because of an ‘I’ which decides to pay a bit more attention. You can sit there for a thousand years deciding for awareness and nothing will happen. Perhaps you’ve done this already. Q: I hope so. K: Or maybe it’s ahead of you. In either case it’s not in your hands. Nothing depends on you, on this ‘I’, which thinks it’s decisive. Every idea is spontaneous. Every apparent decision comes out of nothing, out of the blue: out of the blue into the great beyond. It has no direction. There’s nothing that has a direction. Q: This sounds hopeless. K: It’s neither hopeless nor does it create hope. Either state would mean that one could exist, who needs, or could have hope. There is only a hopeless one and a hopeful one as long as you believe in this idea. Only then do these questions come up. The root is the idea that you exist as an ‘I’. You need to get to the stillness, iwhich all these ideas have disappeared. Q: Yes, that’s what I want. I’ve made my decision. K: Did you ever contribute anything to anything? Q: I think I did. K: Simply see that it always happened on its own. It operated on its own and didn’t need your decision. The fear, that without your decision it would cease to happen, is just an idea. Q: What about the fear that if I make the wrong decision, I will cease to exist? K: That’s the fear of death. It comes when you see that your free will does not exist and you cannot control anything. Then the ‘I’ defends itself, because it thinks it has something to lose: not just its power to decide, but its very life. Of course this fear will be there. The desire for a rôle in life struggles to survive. The ball keeps rolling, afraid to stop. It rolls without control, but it’s still afraid. After all, it mightn’t be a ball, any more, if the rolling ended. Q: Am I still there when the rolling ends? K: When the rôle is played to the end, the ‘I’ ends. The ‘I’ is put together from a personal history of doing things. The idea that this history could end, awakens fear. Q: So what happens when history stops? K: It continues just as before, but without your idea of doing something: without any notion of desire, will, control, freedom, or the possibility of making decisions: without any thought of a personal history. Q: It continues without the person, me? K: Yes, just like now. Is there a history now? Look at what is really happening. Just see. Does anything actually change as a result of your decision? Do you make a decision at all? Can you ever grab a desire and change it? Has there ever been anything you could control? Q: I want to lift my hand. There, you see, I lift my hand. K: A nerve is stimulated, the hand rises, and immediately the ‘I’ comes rushing in and claims: “I have decided this!” Look carefully at your thoughts: the ‘I’ always comes afterwards. Every action occurs on its own; every idea appears on its own; every thought. But then there is a super-idea called ‘I’ which reinterprets every event as part of its own history. That’s all. Nothing more. A thought by the name of ‘I’ leaps in a moment later, claiming the action as its own and commenting: “MY will, MY mistake, MY body, MY life, MY death.” Q: Perhaps I begin to understand. K: YOU understand? Then watch YOUR understanding! See when it occurs: this “YOUR”! Q: Do you mean that my decision is not my decision and my desire is not my desire? K: Simply be aware. See where the desire comes from. Can you desire to desire? Or does desire emerge from itself, as energy unfolding, like a flower that blooms, without reason or meaning? Desire comes and goes by itself. Q: At least, when it’s fulfilled, it goes. K: Not through fulfilment. The primordial desire, that lies behind all others, is the desire for self-realisation. And this desire will never be fulfilled. Q: So should I forget about this desire too? K: There is no hope that you ever can know your-Self. The desire for self-realisation only appears, after all other desires have come and gone, without giving you anything. It is then, the desire for self-realisation arises, because only then can you accept the idea that your happiness and peace depend on finding the Self. Q: Is that wrong? K: There is simply nothing to find: nothing to realise. The desire for self-realisation appears, and has to disappear, in giving up all searching. When searching ceases, this desire ends. Q: So, I only have to stop searching? K: Sure, if that’s all. But you cannot decide to do it, or not. And what is so beautiful is that you do not have to decide. The searching (i.e. the desiring), cannot disappear through a desire. The last desire can only disappear if desirelessness becomes aware of itself. It seems that you desire and want and decide: that you control your own progress and work like Hell , but then: ‘pfft’ or bang! Through some kind of accident, all this is gone. Q: And then, am I no more? K: Yes. It’s almost a pity, because you had built up such an interesting relationship with yourself17:11:17
23 Nov 2023
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneEmpty yourself of everything. Let the mind become still. The ten thousand things rise and fall while the Self watches their return. They grow and flourish and then return to the source. Lao Tzu21:03:44
11 Dec 2023
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneÉric Baret: Interview INTERVIEWER: In the Kashmir Tradition, effort seems to be considered not as a means to getting somewhere, as you explained, but more as a symptom of the absence of grace. Different " ways " are described: the way of Shiva (Shambavopaya), the way of the energy (shaktopaya), and the way of the individual (anavopaya). There is also a fourth, which is a non way (anupaya). The Vijñana Bhairava Tantra describes techniques that appeal to the imagination, and to the ability to visualize. Whoever practices these techniques is trying to enter the gap in-between two perceptions, two thoughts, or two moments. Wha is the value of such bhavana ? The exercise states are poorly understood. It is like talking about a sage. The Indian tradition uses symbols extensively, so they describe the sage as being free from cold, free from heat, like in the Yoga Sutra. He doesn't move, he doesn't do this, he doesn't do that. It is symbolic. It is never something you can ever attain, it does not pertain to an achievement. He is what he is when there is no longe any claim to owning anything. All the exercises presented, maybe because badly translated, seem to be an attempt to attain something. According to what I have been taught, they are in fact the opposite: they are an attempt to make you realize that you are constantly denying the space in-between thoughts, in-between perceptions, that you are constantly visualizing your body in heaviness, that you are constantly identifying yourself with feelings. So, when they tell you to visualize the blue sky and identify with it, it is to enable you to see that you constantly do the opposite. When somebody says: " See how you feel on the battlefield, when somebody runs after you; feel the fear, then the beauty of Bhairava will occur " , it is so as to show you how much you immediately identify yourself with your emotions. Thus, there is openness, availability to the emotion: you realize you are not the emotion, the emotion is in you. You are not afraid, you feel fear. That is the essence of Bhairava's activity. So, it is not so much something we need to do as a " clin d'oeil " from and to our ever present freedom. All these exercises can be approached in this way. When you come to the anupaya, the ultimate way, you see that everything is expression. Every sensation, every feeling, every thought which comes to us, if we acknowledge them for what they are, manifests in this openness. If we identify ourselves with them: " I am afraid, I am tired, I am rich, I am poor " , they cut us off from the essential. The Vijñana Bhairava practice brings you back to the fact that in every situation the space is there, when we don't pretend it is not by locating ourselves in a situation. It is more an inward activity, an inward exercise, of seeing that we are constantly caught up in our imagination, constantly pretending. When we don't, what remains is the essence. Having said that, when somebody clearly realizes that he cannot realize anything but his own projections and limitations, and he has been clearly touched by this non experience, one can say: " turn your head " . But it is only possible when somebody has already seen this pretense. In that moment, it strikes, not as something to be done but as what is.20:16:03
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneLove is totally greedy. Once you open to it, you lose your whole world. Byron Katie20:50:22
12 Dec 2023
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneIf you let go of the branch to which you are clinging without catching hold of another, you fall into the heart. You have to be willing to die. Let everything you know slip away, everything you have been taught, everything you possess, including your life, or at least everything that you think at this stage is your life. This requires courage. It is a kind of suicide. Francis Lucille21:25:58
21 Dec 2023
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxane

Jean Klein didn't ask for anything. That's what struck me the most about him. He didn't ask you to change. There was no violence with respect to your behavior. Jean Klein met you, saw you as you were, with your conflicts, your problems and not for a single moment wanted to change you, not by a millimeter. This shows a tremendous sense of respect! Think of all the gurus, all the teachers who try to transform their students: does this create anything other than egos devoted to themselves, who feel more and more separate from themselves, and the entire universe?
He demanded no transformation of you and never indicated any bad thing among his friends. You entered his room and he was amazed at your beauty, he saw nothing else. Of course, the beauty he saw was that of his true nature, but this wonder he had of his own beauty was reflected in you. In turn, you were amazed at its beauty. This beauty was then yours. You were invited to be attentive to what was there, deeply, without ever forcing. No violence, no demands: you felt completely free. You could have become this or that, he had no opinion. To him, whatever you had become, it was right.
This atmosphere of non-demand created a form of resonance. Some people who had spent their lives wanting to change themselves, to purify themselves, were waking up to a kind of self-respect. Without prompting, listening to their problems was accomplished. In this listening, in a spontaneous way, the problems are released. Jean Klein had no demands. That’s why people from different walks of life came to see him. He received both a gangster linked to serious crime and a minister of the interior, a marijuana cultivator, high finance bankers, exuberant artists and petty bourgeois traumatized by any form of creativity. To everyone, he transmitted the same teaching: “Stay where you are, do not change your social status or way of being, but become available to your emotional, intellectual, and sensory functioning. The silence you seek is not found somewhere but in your presence to what presents itself. “Everyone was more available to their characteristics. In this welcoming, a change was occurring. He was almost callous, Jean Klein didn't want people to change on the outside, he didn't want psychological events around him. Any experience based on the mind was seen as a lack of vision, a compensation. Going into samadhi in any form, any absorption which cuts us off from objective life was for him a lack of perspective and would inevitably have created increasing difficulties in coping with daily life. It was not a question of leaving the objective world to find peace, but rather of sensing this peace in which the world appears and disappears.
In his presence, the vibration which imposed itself swept away any grasping of the objective world, enabling one to realize oneself as the backdrop that is always present in daily perceptions. This vibration gradually left its perceptible characteristic to become the light that illuminates all perception. At some point, just as light cannot be perceived, it becomes impossible to perceive vibration objectively. On a certain level, he controlled this and transmitted this form of sensitivity. He said that his master, whom he considered much more powerful than him, had to constantly monitor himself to prevent those who approached him from having particular experiences. Without this, the students would have focused on objective situations, on change, would have focused on the outside, on the psychological level. This did not prevent him from giving, individually and in specific cases, some of the most virulent advice, both on the practice of yoga and on the dietary level – where the skin and seeds of tomatoes could become dramatic enemies –, on love or sexual life – where he was very generous with technical advice. His advice could extend to political life, banking investments, musical opinions or any other social subject. But his enlightening advice did not take on its full meaning until the student truly intuited non-direction : the absence of needing to appropriate any characteristic. It was not aimed at a purification with a view to an awakening: it was the orchestration in space-time, the transposition into daily life of the foretaste of the Essence. He tended to resonate within him an emotional, intellectual, and physical availability in which life without intention could take shape without much resistance.

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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneYou cannot deliberately progress towards an open state, you can only see clearly that you are in a blocked state. So, you let your body-mind slowly become more open to your conviction that you can attain nothing. That you are going to die in total stupidity. You may die in the very next moment, so there is no time to reach anything, to achieve anything. In sadhana you live with the feeling that you are going to die the very next minute; thus, you no longer make strategies and you just do things for the sake of doing them. If you think that you will die within two minutes, what do you do ? Nothing. You don't call anybody, you don't think of anything, you just totally enjoy seeing, feeling, smelling, listening to the last seconds of your life, the beauty of life. Eric Baret 03:03:18
@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneThe teaching which destroys the individual is exactly what he seeks. Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj18:46:08
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@rox...21...gma:matrix.orgRoxaneL'énergie ne ment jamais N'importe qui peut vous tromper avec des mots, avec des manières, avec des connaissances, avec des intentions merveilleusement déguisées, avec de mimiques, des pantomimes, des comportements, etc.. Mais personne ne peut vous piéger avec de l'énergie Lorsque vous apprenez à entendre la personne devant vous et à lire l'énergie, rien d'autre ne peut vous tromper. On ne nous a pas appris à concentrer notre énergie sur les personnes, les lieux, les situations et les circonstances de la vie. L'énergie ne ment jamais pour la simple raison qu'el ne peut pas. Si vous voulez connaître le secret de l'Univers, pense en termes d'énergie, de fréquence et de vibration. Nikola Tesla21:22:54

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