| 30 Jun 2024 |
 holden2 | Ya this is way too much homework. I don't know that I'm gonna be able to do this without skipping most of the homework | 23:34:44 |
| holden2 | But I don't see how im gonna do the tests either. I'm not interested in this at all I just want the benefits of going to college including getting to go to class | 23:51:55 |
| holden2 | I guess ill try to finish this 6 week class atleast. If I can't continue after that and I really need to get out of the house and maybe have some more money then maybe ill get a part time job locally at a fast food restraunt or something... | 23:55:27 |
| holden2 | Dad said that could count towards working with him part time | 23:55:42 |
| holden2 | Who needs an associates in ee for a job my dad never even guaranteed me | 23:57:17 |
| 1 Jul 2024 |
| holden2 | Nah I dont even know if that's gonna work... I dont know if I could stand doing that type of work all day | 00:06:44 |
| holden2 | I have reason to see college thru I just don't know if I can if it means doing assignments and tests and stuff | 00:07:44 |
| holden2 | My brain doesnt really work like that anymore... | 00:07:56 |
| holden2 | I better try to see it thru | 00:08:48 |
| holden2 | Or I could find some other solution... | 00:13:43 |
| holden2 | Like I could find somewhere else to hang out more locally that isn't college | 00:13:55 |
| holden2 | And I can just work on my websites and meet with people irl and stuff | 00:14:26 |
| holden2 | I mean atleast they give me time in class to do this work. So I could just get really good at doing this in class if I wanna stick this out | 01:05:21 |
| holden2 | Maybe this isn't representative of college yet I hope | 01:05:40 |
| holden2 | I'm afraid what it's gonna look like in full term | 01:14:54 |
| holden2 | Actually I mean there are some serious benefits to going to college now that I think about it... | 02:04:37 |
| holden2 | I don't like the time investment. I don't like that they are forcing me to do this sorta work | 02:05:14 |
| holden2 | But I bet ill find some way to do it | 02:05:33 |
| holden2 | It's a 5 month course condensed into 6 weeks. Maybe I shouldn't extrapolate | 02:28:40 |
| holden2 | At the very least I wanna go to college so I have something to vlog about | 02:30:35 |
| holden2 | I mean blog | 02:30:40 |
| holden2 | I actually get really confused by semantics on this... | 02:48:52 |
| holden2 | Like what of all the ways I can answer this do they want me to write down | 02:50:23 |
| holden2 | Guess ill talk to the teacher and see if she has any recommendations on how I should get the homework done... or ill just keep going and figure it out with time | 03:02:15 |
 Martineski | Good luck! ❤️ | 03:54:38 |
| holden2 | I'm @holden@sharkey.world now! 😃 | 05:16:10 |
| holden2 | thanks | 06:06:26 |
| holden2 | I could see about getting a part time job and taking a much lighter load at college maybe... | 19:46:29 |
| 2 Jul 2024 |
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