| 16 Dec 2021 |
 @inphovore:matrix.org | Redacted or Malformed Event | 23:24:30 |
 @disillusionment:matrix.org | Redacted or Malformed Event | 23:24:40 |
| @inphovore:matrix.org | Redacted or Malformed Event | 23:24:46 |
| @inphovore:matrix.org | Redacted or Malformed Event | 23:25:00 |
| @disillusionment:matrix.org | Redacted or Malformed Event | 23:25:10 |
|  prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft)changed room power levels. | 23:25:13 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft)changed room power levels. | 23:27:35 |
| @inphovore:matrix.org left the room. | 23:28:33 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) changed the room topic to ".:. Originally inspired by ##psychology:freenode.net's IRC channel, now adding some C to the equation. (Real name verfiication required.)" from ".:. Originally inspired by ##psychology:freenode.net's IRC channel, now adding some C to the equation.". | 23:44:30 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | So that's what people are talking about me, which makes sense if nobody is actually asking me what I think. When I said I'm "99% celibate" I should have expected a Matrix employee using an anonymous username to reply something witty. For the record, I slept with men before women because I did not want to get a White woman pregnant and have to support that identity given my Black mind (which is another username here, likely a Matrix employee trolling about my identity again). | 23:52:08 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | I noticed @blackmind was a username here but not @whitemind , most likely Matrix employee pyrotechnics. | 23:53:26 |
| @disillusionment:matrix.org left the room. | 23:53:36 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | It's fascinating that Matrix.org offers an "Identity Server" but somehow missed the idea of Real Name Verification. | 23:54:52 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | For the record, I identified with my real name / facebook etc immediately upon joining the "Matrix HQ" main room. | 23:56:33 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | Also for the record, I was not asked to verify, I verified voluntarily. | 23:56:59 |
| 17 Dec 2021 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | If I remember correctly, my first Yahoo! Chat (chat.yahoo.com) when I was at age ~10, I was iGabe (or Gabecom), there should be a record in CIA PRISM or Oath.com's archives somewhere, I would gladly pay (and validate it was me from information only I could know) for the archival retrieval of my original Y! Chats to verify. | 00:00:13 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | 37... 7:03 | 00:03:57 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | 37 = https://www.imdb.com/title/tt4882174, for the record. | 00:04:26 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | Being raised by Jewish parents, and picking Black friends early, gave me plenty of warning that going that direction fully and having children who were not with a White person would lead to much judgement. In the interim, I decided that sleeping with a Black woman would possibly lead to violence from my own family. In that case, I decided being with men was safer for everyone involved til I had security and stability. Maybe by the time I am age 50. | 00:13:45 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | What's super fascinating in addition (or subtraction?), is that before 18 and deciding to at least experiment with another human being for once, I had only porn experience, which was of course algorithmically White as f, I was lucky to find a Black example once a week, on most sites any word I typed/searched gave White people in search results and Black people hidden from porn. I did not exactly specify what I was looking for, so I just received what other's projected. | 00:17:58 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | I mean, having my parents find what I was looking for in that sense would have led to violence, I already lost all chance of Black friends in school, just by telling my parents theyr'e not White and Jewish got me nonstop/everyday heat. | 00:20:20 |
 @antepost:matrix.org | Redacted or Malformed Event | 00:33:24 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | .Β‘π πππΎππππΒ‘.: Real name? Verification please. | 00:34:23 |
| @antepost:matrix.org | Redacted or Malformed Event | 00:35:22 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft)changed room power levels. | 00:35:44 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | Psychological breakthroughs lead to Matrix and Oath.com officers being witty. | 00:36:47 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | 37, is also like 737 which adds to 17. Boeing is a great company clearly all good minds. | 00:37:30 |
| @antepost:matrix.org left the room. | 00:38:05 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) changed the join rule to "invite" from "public". | 01:12:53 |
| prosody Vereable Context (Gabriel Gaston Croft) | To add to the fun, my racial identity was (being) effected by my sexual and gender identity. I have trouble determining if/which of the race/sex/gen id variables was the most significant counter/buzzword. I mean, I got heat for just hinting to my parent(s) about my schoolfriends' ethnicities (which I had to learn to not give away to mother/father/etc), then by not trying to breed I got labeled LGBTQUIA*, and what now realize is other people were guessing. | 01:38:18 |
